Friday, March 12, 2010


I haven't posted in a reallyyyy long time.

Sorry Chicas. :(.

Mainly due to the fact that I don't feel like I'm worth anyones time these days.


I've been oober depressed lately.

Like... Lock myself up in my room for 3 days, refuse to go to school, eat, talk to anyone, wallow in self-pity, depressed.

Well.. I'm at school today. Sitting in the corner, being the loner I am.

Still refusing to eat until monday (3 more days).

That's when I start my all-negative-calorie diet.

Carrots, cucumber, apple, mango, grapefruit, cauliflower, celery diet.

I can have ONE per day for one week.

Oh, and plus juice, coffee, water, sugar free energy drinks, skim milk, n such.

Well.. That's pretty much it for today girlies.

Thanks fer stickin with me, and putting up with all my complaining n such.

I love you guys!




  1. You're always worth my time :)
    Even if that means nothing to you.
    Your diet sounds lovely.
    I am sure you will do wonderful, i've got my fingers crossed :)

  2. hey, I haven't been blogging long but you definitely stood out to me as a pretty cool person. Very inspiring, I look forward to your update. Your diet does sound awesome you can do it.

  3. I'm so glad to hear from you again! Your're always worth my time, and so inspiring. Clearly, all your hard work is paying off, you've basically lost 20 pounds which is crazy! Just a question though- your calorie restriction is super intense, and in one of your prior posts you mentioned being an athlete (swimmer). How do you put in your best effort after not eating so long/so little? Is fainting ever an issue for you? As a track athlete I always end up eating more than I want to make sure I don't keel over in the middle of practice. How do you do it?! Keep up the good work though- I'm excited to see your progress. :)