Wednesday, March 3, 2010


7-Day fast starts today.
Swim team practice is after school from 4-5.
Then I'm headed out of town to pick up my new Chameleon!
*My lil gift to me for making it to... 'ahem'...115 :)

I've lost bone mass. I can literally see a difference in my rib shape.
Bout a week ago I decided that's not what I wanted. I tried re-evaluating my life. I decided that I wanted to start eating healthy. Quit smoking AND chewing. Not eat so much gum... 3 packs a day *cough cough*...

Failed MISERABLY. okay.. not miserably. But I couldn't even bring myself to eat PEANUT BUTTER ON WHEAT BREAD. It USED to be my favorite. but all i could think was "so many calories" so I drank some juice and went to bed.

Nowadays... when I do decide to eat, It's 1/2 a cup of lettuce with 1TBS low cal italian dressing, Wheat rice with lemon juice and cayanne pepper, and two cups of water. That's all that feel comfortable eating anymore.

I'm guna weigh myself tonight and I'll try to post again when I do.

I'm trying just to maintain 115. But in the back of my head... I hope I've lost more.

*Crosses fingers*

Hope all is well with you ladies.




  1. Congrats on making it to 115 and getting a Chameleon.
    Best of luck on having a successful fast!! :)

  2. OMG 115! That's awesome. I'm so happy for you. That's where I want to be.