Thursday, January 21, 2010


I'm still on my fast.

This is just a thought.

Hoping maybe to help someone.




And why we do it.

Let's break this down.


Right before a binge.

Think back.

What was going through your head?

For me,

It's something like...

'Okay. You know what happends when you decide to eat after fasting. Just eat what you NEED to get through today and no more'

It sounds somewhat familiar at least right?


That first bite.

You feel incredible.


We've deprived ourselves, Lovlies.

And when we finally allow ourselves that tid-bit that our bodies have been BEGGING us for...

It feels good...


Our bodies try to trick us.

Because it doesn't know when it will have anything to live off of again.

It says...

'You've already taken that bite. One more. or 30. Won't make a difference'

And it truely and honestly DOES feel good for a while.

To allow ourselves to break free for just a moment.

But it proves deadly later.

When you lock yourself up in your room to let out your discouragement.

In other words.

It sucks.

Some try to live with it.

Some try to purge.

Some continue eating because they figure...

'Why the hell not?"


So. Post a comment.

Give some good advice.

Help a girl out.

Cause that's what we're here for.

Help. Motivation. Starvation.



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