:) I got through day one easily! Yay! I didn't weigh myself. I decided to save that for tomorrow morning. Give me inspiration to get through day three. :p.
I'm not sure if I'll be able to make it 4 days just yet. I'm going to eat a yogurt friday morning and then try for 3 more days. Food just doesn't even sound good anymore. I don't really have to fight it.
:/ Ughhh. My head is throbbing and my stomach wont stop growling. I need to get more sleep.
I need to work out desperately. I havn't done anything in almost 4 days. I will tonight after work. I'm training a new girl, so hopefully she'll be somewhat helpful tonight and maybe I'll actually get done by 8:30. That'll give me 2 1/2 hours to workout, then I can take a cold bath and be in bed by 12 :).
I'll have 2 hours after school to be with my boyfriend before I have to go to work and he leaves for Canada until sunday. I can't waste that time eating anyways. I'm going to miss him terribly. I pretty much have no life beyond him. We're going on 5 months now :). Oh goodness. He makes me so happy.
It kills me sometimes to lie to him about all this, but when he found out about my constricting, he flipped out. So I've managed to convince him that not only am I eating, but regular meals. So now the only person who knows what I do is my best friend, M. I love her to death. She doesn't seem to mind when she's eating and I'm just sitting there with a water. Nopenope. She's friggin awesome. ;)
I kinda need some ideas on how to keep myself busy.. besides working out. Keep my mind off of food. I'll work on it. :)