I'm starting clear over. I'm back to where I started anyways so I have to clear my landmarks. dammmnnnn.
Going to Coldwater was fun. They ate a bunch of fast food though. Bleh.
Today I'm on a Coffee/sunflower seed fast. I've had one cup of coffee this morning, so I can have one more after school.
Is there a certain age you have to be to buy laxatives? I'm in desperate need.
I feel so determined! I love it! I'm pumped to feel empty again. Even if I work today, I'm working out for at least an hour. I'm going to every day. I just need to push myself a little harder.
I like this starting over crap. It makes it seem a little easier knowing that I've been there before and I know I can do it again. :).
Who wants to do this with me?
Here's this week's plan:
Day1: <100 cals
Aaaand Next week:
I'm going to fast at least two days every week. On the third week I'm going to have two fast days, restrict two days, and fast again. I'm super excited about this.
My mom and sisters went to the mall. They all say I look really skinny lately. And so they bought me some jeans :). The thing is. They thought I looked smaller than both my sisters. And my stomach might be, but I have wider hips. So they don't fit. Of course. They're size 5 and 7. That's my next goal. To fit into these jeans :). I'm excited. This motivates me more than anything else I've tried.
Every time I feel myself getting hungry. I'm going to picture myself. Looking all skinny and gorgeous wearing these jeans. No muffintop. No thunderthighs. I will be thin. :)
14 followers :'). Thank you all so much for supporting me in this!
Good luck pretties.