Monday, November 30, 2009


I'm starting clear over. I'm back to where I started anyways so I have to clear my landmarks. dammmnnnn.

CW: 136
HW: 160
LW: 112
ShortTermGW: 130
LongTermGW: 105
JeanSize: 9
ShortTermGoalSize: 5-7

Going to Coldwater was fun. They ate a bunch of fast food though. Bleh.

Today I'm on a Coffee/sunflower seed fast. I've had one cup of coffee this morning, so I can have one more after school.

Is there a certain age you have to be to buy laxatives? I'm in desperate need.

I feel so determined! I love it! I'm pumped to feel empty again. Even if I work today, I'm working out for at least an hour. I'm going to every day. I just need to push myself a little harder.

I like this starting over crap. It makes it seem a little easier knowing that I've been there before and I know I can do it again. :).

Who wants to do this with me?

Here's this week's plan:

Day1: <100 cals
Day2: 200
Day3: 500
Day4: Fast
Day5: Fast
Day6: 100
Day7: 500

Aaaand Next week:

Day8: Fast
Day9: Fast
Day10: 100
Day11: 300
Day12: 500
Day13: 200
Day14: 500

I'm going to fast at least two days every week. On the third week I'm going to have two fast days, restrict two days, and fast again. I'm super excited about this.

My mom and sisters went to the mall. They all say I look really skinny lately. And so they bought me some jeans :). The thing is. They thought I looked smaller than both my sisters. And my stomach might be, but I have wider hips. So they don't fit. Of course. They're size 5 and 7. That's my next goal. To fit into these jeans :). I'm excited. This motivates me more than anything else I've tried.

Every time I feel myself getting hungry. I'm going to picture myself. Looking all skinny and gorgeous wearing these jeans. No muffintop. No thunderthighs. I will be thin. :)

14 followers :'). Thank you all so much for supporting me in this!

Good luck pretties.



  1. Very good luck to you. :]
    I' m doing something VERY similar. Maybe we'll both get good results.

  2. If you do end up doing the laxatives.. be very
    very very careful. I was once a laxative junky.
    And it's not pleasant if you're planning on
    going to school.... Another side effect.. I
    know this sounds SO GROSS but hey, it comes
    with what you're gonna or want to do.. but if
    you take too many, it could weaken how you
    "hold it in" if you know what I mean.. and it
    could make it permanent.... And never ever
    take a lax in the evening.. um.. not good.

    Just to warn you.. or scare you as well =D But
    I'm serious.. that's some hardcore stuff....
    And I wasn't too careful so I'm just passing on
    the message....